HERS

2009-12-18T05:07:00.004+08:00

ATTENTION!

RELINK PLEASE PEOPLE!

THE STORIES END HERE.

A BRAND NEW START :

http://www.a-link-of-dreams.blogspot.com

Thanks =)

2009-03-21T03:02:00.002+08:00

it's 3 am now, and i'm still doing my biology project-- locomotion of animals..and now in GRASSHOPPERS!
i never hate an insect so much before until i need to study bout every single part of their body and knowing how they jump..GROSS! might have nightmare later after seeing so many DEAD grasshoppers, sigh, kill me. =[

2009-03-19T14:42:00.003+08:00

Tagged by PuiShan

1. Put your iTunes/Winamp/Media Player on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag at least 10 friends
6. Anyone tagged has to do the same, because fun pointlessness spreads like virus.

1. If someone says ''Is this okay?" you say?
Because of You- Ne-Yo (huh??)

2. How would you describe yourself?
人质- 张惠妹 :]

3. What would you like to see in a girl/guy?
See You Again- Miley Cyrus (ehhhh)

4. How do you feel today?
I'm Yours- Jason Mraz (hahar)

5. What is your life's purpose?
Work- Jimmy Eat World =(

6. What do your friends think of you?
无辜- 曹格 (o.O)

7. What do you think of your parents?
另一个天堂- 王力宏 & 张靓颖（gahh)

8. What do you think about very often?
Leave Out All The Rest- Linkin Park (@.@)

9. What is 2+2?
后来- 刘若英 (=.=)

10. What do you think of your best friend?
收藏- 萧敬腾（wow!)

11. What do you think of the person you like?
五月天- S.H.E (sweet**)

12. What is your life story?
彩虹- 周杰伦 (cool~)

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
You're Beautiful- James Blunt (elleh)

14. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
When You Look Me In The Eyes- Jonas Brothers (hmmmmm =p)

15. What would you dance at your wedding?
What About Now- Chris Daughtry

16. What is your hobby/interest?
突然好想你- 五月天 (lolx!)

17. What is your biggest fear?
Where'd You Go- Fort Minor =)

18. What is your biggest secret?
可惜不是你- 梁静茹

19. What do you think of your friends?
Only One- YellowCard (yeah!）

20. What will you post this as?
With You- Chris Brown

=D

2009-03-19T12:47:00.006+08:00

hmm...life's short, we should really cherish everything, isn't it?

arhaha...yeah, shuyee's trying her best to accept everything she has, and she's happy with her life =D

life's give and take, do not expect that everything will come to you freely and you dun have to do anything for it.

i love my current life, and really satisfied with it.

met up with corliss just now, mm..perhaps things will really be different if she's still here, shuyee wont be the shuyee now, and corliss isn't the corliss now, but we're both just glad with our current status :]

oh yea, went to 8tv's station yesterday..darn cool eh, everything is just so colourful (the posters on the wall) and it seems that working there could be really fun, perhaps taking mass comm really isn't a bad idea. ;p

oh look at this!! it's - DEAD-FISH-on-Shoe=NICE RITE??saw this in TropicanaClub's magazine, but guess how much is it? RM1900!! T.T

a random ques:

-Six or more things you can wear on your feet beginning with 'S'....

the ans: SHOES, socks, sandals, sneakers, slippers, skis, skates, snowshoes, stockings, stilts. =.=

life is to be enjoyed,

do anything you want now, leave no regrets. =)

2009-03-19T00:44:00.002+08:00

JOlin's Back with her new song, the dance was great but...i don't really like the song.

2009-03-08T21:45:00.003+08:00

fun day with family in Rakuzen today, a Japanese buffet restaurant in Chulan Square. you can eat all you can, but unlike other buffet restaurants, you have to order things from the menu and it'll be served but not taking food by yourself. at first we didn't like the style but after that we realised that the food served was quite fresh, especially their sashimi. i ate loads of sashimi! hahahs. >.< me ="p)">

oh yea. at random, daddy mummy didi popo and gong gong, i love you all!

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Earth day will be on 28th of March, remember to turn your lights off! this is the easiest thing we can do for our earth :]

love, shuyee.

2009-03-07T10:30:00.003+08:00

muahahahaha..at last i'm done with my new skin! (apparantly i spent my whole day yesterday to loook for a suitable one) =p but guess will change it soon gain/

today's bm period>>>>

karyee: (walks into the class) hi cikgu, boleh tak saya pinjam beberapa orang untuk pindah barang deco untuk blue house?

pn.aminah: pindah? banjir kilat melanda ke?

whole class: =.=''' LOL.

pn.aminah's my bm teacher this year, at first i was like wadahell???? but as time passes, i realises she's quite a fun and cute person. she tends to say lame jokes when she's in class always, like mr.long.

ok it's sort of obvious tat i'm having nothing to do, crapping here...

eeeessshhh, i just needa be inspired!!!! for my literature writing.. =(

2009-02-16T19:02:00.005+08:00

SukanTara for red house was today,

thanks loads for the Redds who came, though maybe most of you came because of the free lil red horse chain we're giving out, but thanks for the contribution too! =)at least we AJK's hardwork wasn't wasted.

oh yea, thanks to those who helped me when taking attendancy! it was kind of...mess. hehe xx

Support Red! Merah! >.<

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oh ya! proudly i say, i'm back again! =D

2009-01-02T16:46:00.007+08:00

it's 2009, a brand new year.

Many things happened during year 08';

i lived my very first second without a maid.

i FAILED for add math during my first monthly exam.and it's the first time

i earned my very first 4 digit salary in my life.

i finished a one-thousand-pieces of puzzle.

i had a fun and rather touching surprise birthday party from my buddies.

i studied until 5 a.m in the morning for my finals. (but my results still suck)

i went through ups and downs which i thought they will never happen to me.

i knew the importance of faith, and honesty towards a friend.

i became a crew in the backstage of some concert and award dinner.

i got myself splashed by syrup and vanilla-ice-cream during my birthday.

i went to China to visit my family members there during chinese new year.

i took part in a few themed birthday party.

i was betrayed by my bestfriend.

i knew a new group of people/friends who are really interesting and caring.

i worked in a professional consultancy firm.

He gave me confidence.

i bought a sony erricson phone with my own money. (wasted)

i did very bad for my exam, like never.

i thought of leaving home. (will never anymore)

i put make up to work, which i actually didn't do it before.

i've changed, i promise.

i am totally in love with my friends.

i love my parents, and my brother.

anyway, its over. start on a new life man!

bye bye 2008, hello! 2009 =)

Life Is Short, so just enjoy it, just SHOUT and LAUGH OUT LOUD! hahah

live the way you want!

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oh, btw i went to the World Vision Website just now, thinking of to sponsor a child with my own salary.

Click This

it's a promise i made to myself to sponsor a children long time ago, you can also do it! Just have to contribute 50 bucks per month and you'll save a life or probably provide the poor a better future! It's very easy, having no money is not an excuse, a hand bag already cost 50 bucks, a meal of your's may also cost 50 bucks, so might as well save the money and help them right? We have three meals per day here but they may not even have the chance to eat! or you can also share it with your friends and family. =D

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i slept at six in the morning, that explains why my eye bags are big, and dark. =(

my nose is so not sharp, so small, so not outstanding, so ugly, so weird and so FLAT!

2008-12-30T22:00:00.003+08:00

its been ages since my last post, yea, sort of lazy to touch my comp.

school's reopening soon, and i'm totally not ready yet.

it's sad, when i knew that i wont be in the same class with my gang anymore, we are totally split ted..into three classes. but i know is no use at all no matter how loud i shout, or how long i cry.

i'll have to face the consequences though...cause i sucked in my exam.

btw i'll take it positively =) thanks loads to my parents, for being so understanding.

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kay, let's talk bout something happy rather random. >.<

THE PUZZLE/THE GHOSTS.

a thousand-pieces-puzzle, it's a Disney pic, wedding gift for my cousin bro.

we've been doing it like mad till 2a.m in the morning, never easy because of all Da small creatures, and it cost a BOMB--round 300 bucks! my pocket is totally empty now.

THE FAIR

international fair taken part by business man all over the world like China, M'sia, Taiwan, Korea, Indonesia n so on. The crowd was worst then ever, we end up drinkin free coffee provided by KLCC and chatting all around, including VISITING OUR COMPETITORS BOOTH, FUN EH, INSULTING EACH OTHER'S...INDIRECTLY.

let go, take it easy, lol! ;)

may you all be well and happy always!! love.

2008-12-10T23:56:00.005+08:00

BaCk, let me report wat i did during these days that explains why i'm so lazy to blog. ( although i know you aren't interested to know, but i syok >.< , how? blek :p )

2/12/08

-Watched the much awaited movie--Twilight, not too good but not TOO bad overall, but the book is definitely better.

3/12/08

-Karaoke for 4 hour with Darl, never wanna stop, i love singing ( running out of pitch ).

4/12/08

-Potluck in primary school teacher's house. At first i thought it would be awkward, but everything turned out to be so fine. We talked bout everything that happened in primary school last time, memories are really sweet, talking bout our crush, laughing how childish we were, and how we felt bout each other, its really kind of funny recalling all the things we did when we were young. =) i miss the past.

-best teacher ever- (she's sick, that's why she looks so pale)

5/12/08

-I helped my parents out in shifting their office, it's really not an easy work! From packing documents, then unloading them in a new place..and needa arrange properly.it took more-than-a-day

6/12/08

-Worked in Mid-Valley home and property fair. (First Day) The crowd was'nt as good as compared to Home-Dec, the sales were bad too! but it was really fun! I met Julie and Samantha (we call her Sam) again--my colleagues, both are uni students. Working with them was indeed fun, we often help each other in persuading customers to purchase our products. Sam is a lawyer-to-be , a really sporting and interesting person, and a vegetarian too! I asked why she consume vegetarian (may be a stupid question) . But her answer was much unexpected, she said that she has some philosophy, eat vegetarian to be happy.

7/12/08

-Working as usual, the sales was better.

and Farm!!!! guess what? i met that guy again!! his booth was near the toilet, that's why i saw him when i was on my way to de toilet. hyper-nya!!!! think he's a PROFESSIONAL PART-TIME WORKER!!

8/12/08

-last day of work, luckily still able to maintain my sales standard..ate our dinner at 12a.m. in Mc-Donald after all the packing. Felt kinda sad when said bye to Sam and Julie, thinkin we may not meet for sometime. Sam calls me lil potato! do i look so?

9/12/08

-nothing much, stupid tuition ne.

And Ooi Giap ar, sorry la, i memang like to bully you de. ;p

Kaw's the noisiest guy i've eva met, but a caring one too, at times. :]

TODAY

-Steak in TheShip for lunch and Pick n' Brew for tea with hunnie babe and i realised that i started to love coffee! It's really awesome~

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Be Happy!

2008-11-28T01:25:00.006+08:00

gathered all of my courage, so at last i'm here, talking from my heart. can't sleep, too many things inside my mind, and so, i'm here. just did a review of myself, but haha, i still don't have that good brain power to analyse myself properly. I'm confused, thats why.

First, i would like to say thanks, like as usual, to my gals, you all know it, but you guys choose not to tell me, perhaps its not to hurt me too deep, and being as caring towards me as usual. tq. <3 i promised, i'll change.

lolx, i still rmb the shouting and dancing in the hokkien song 一百万, that makes me laugh everytime i recall bout it, thanks. =)

I choose to work to fill up my lonliness, to fill up the me that will think too much and do the wrong thing again, to forget what i should forget, and to regain the confidence that i've lost throughout the time. It really worked, infact, when i was working, i tend to come across different faces, different type of them, talk to them, share what i know with them, and everytime i talk to them, i'll learn i new thing, and, I smile. I knew more, at the same time, i realised..more. I smiled.

What is life? I've always been thinking. There are many types of people in this world, some will only realise, and think when something happens, i'm one of them. I think, i doubt, i doubt it. But people must also understand, no matter how smart you are, what you see and hear may not be what that is really happening. In this world, there are many things that may lead to misunderstandings, there are many things that are unrevealed, and may be not to be revealed forever. So before one makes a decision to do anything, pls think and recall what people hav done for you before. =]

out from the darkness, i'll be more careful next time, before falling into it again. >.<

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it's December! at last all my stupid tuitions are over, and sales' comin soon!

kaka! can't wait i wanna shop x)

scientists says that we should smile more, because it;s healthy. :D

2008-11-27T17:07:00.003+08:00

English

smile =)

2008-11-27T15:52:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Corliss and PuiShan ^^

Pass this quiz to 10 people.

1. PeiNee
2. Michele
3. Khoyyan
4. Farm
5. KarMun
6. WongSeng
7. ShuHua
8. WeyYen
9. SuJane
10.ChiunWei

Who is no.6 having relationship with?
er..don't know,hehe.

Is no. 9 a male or a female?
extremely active female

If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
oops, definitely not.

What is no. 2 studying?
school stuff~

When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
hmm...seems to be quite a long time d.

What genre of music does no.8 like? Pop? R&B?
R&B..i guess >.<

Would you ever woo no. 3?
???

How about no. 7?
??????????

Is no.4 single?
yes!!

What is the surname of no.5?
Tham////

What's the hobby of no. 10?
Making noise!

Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
lol...i dono x)

Have you ever tried developing feelings for no.6?
nope...we're good friends =)

Where does no.9 live?
BU, i think. x)

What color does no.4 like?
opps...shit, dun kill me! grey? white?

Are no. 5 and no. 1 best friends?
should be ;)

Is no. 7 the most talented person in the world?
haha...i could only says that she's the best freind eva!

2008-11-20T20:54:00.005+08:00

Good Luck to those taking SPM this year...kinda late d i know, but anyway all the best to you guys. =)
its my turn next year!
i came across this song in some website long time ago...the SPM SONG!!! weird right? lol, take a look;;

Lyrics:
V1:Our country’s biggest thing is SPM
Many people thinking it’s a stupid exam
But what we’re gotta do is to cram cram cram
Last minute or not it’s a sickening scam

No time to be playing or singing this song
Cos if you’re doing it it’s so damn wrong
The time to be studying is so damn long
No time to be jamming which is where we belong

Chorus:
SPM
No one cares
If you faint or cry or die in pain

SPM
And (but) they say
If you don’t do well you’ll die of shame

SPM
Do they know
How we feel inside the stress of

SPM
Can we go
To some other place where there’s no SPM

V2:Whether you love it or you hate it you’ve got to take the thing
Everyone’s pushing you to win win win
You can’t look at books cos that’s called cheating
And the man with most A1’s is called the king

So it’s called success if you get the pretty A’s
How about love and friends do they have no place?
After secondary school we’re gonna go our separate ways
Can’t we spend more time together maybe just a few days?

Bridge:Ministry of Education
Why put us through all this pain
This overload of information
At the end what do we gain?

by Samuel Kana Lis 2008

2008-11-19T23:55:00.004+08:00

kay, here crappin again. no la, uploading some pictures that i went karaoke wid friends in Neway yesterday cause promised them to do so. sorry picture quality sucks cos camera sucks.

ok well, yesterday's really interesting, Nic was snatching the remote to select english songs while wei zhong's also snatching to sing chinese songs. first time ever for me to see this scene, and when we were singing chinese songs, Nicholas was sitting aside dunno wat to do cos he claims tat he doesn't know macam mana sing chinese songs. and he was also counting:' yay!!! 3 more songs! 3 more chin songs to go then i can sing my eng songs d!!'; same thing goes to wei zhong, they were all counting when can they sing their fav songs. dam cute la wei.

Nic was also desperate to sing Tong Hua, haha.

and er...wei zhong loves singing, though his singing is a bit...mouth zipped. ( i dun wanna get killed)

jeng may, the long time no see.

wee liam, carrie and me. =D

carrie

weeliam da very busy camera man.

Nic the one tat has grown reli tall.

everyone sing till mabuk d.

ya, i think they should actually couple.

poser..

2008-11-19T23:37:00.004+08:00

pheww (again), life's back to normal after my part time work is over and so on. This year's Home Dec is rather fun and interesting, thanks for giving me the chance =) , the crowd is undeniable good too.

I was actually selling some vacumm cleaning robot: it can moves by its own, sweeps, vacuum and sterelises your floor, with this you don't hav to work so hard to clean your house...bla bla bla, i must stop d, these are wat that i was saying and repeating for the past few days, reli hav phobia in it, but btw, those who are interested pls look for me also >.< hehe.

neway, i'm a bit sien sien dei also dunno wat i'm talking, ciaoz.

2008-11-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

Vacancies

I'm actually helping some company looking for part time exhibitors for the modern home fair, those who are interested pls contact me.

Date: 6th to 8th December ( Saturday to Monday)
Venue: Midvalley Exhibition Centre

1) pay: rm 80 per day + comission at least 5% for each case closed.
-selling wallpaper, rolled carpets, rugs, laminated floorings, vinyl tiles and vertical binds.( interior design)
-hope to look for ppl with strong colour sense. (5 places)

2) pay: rm 200 per day NETT.
- also interior design. (1 place left)
-preferred girls.

kindly mail me if you're interested: shuyee_@hotmail.com

2008-11-12T17:22:00.003+08:00

at that very moment, irrational took over me. i cant think, it's too much for me to think. but i know i can.

And guess wat?! Fung is coming back on this December! kaka.. planning a trip with him to some farm or whatever out there, i just wanna leave this melancholic place.

smile =)

2008-11-11T23:36:00.007+08:00

Buffet dinner in some S hotel in Kl just now...it's actually some kind of appreciation for commities of the SMI Award dinner's comitee, and my parents are actually one of them, so me and bro was also invited due to the extra places they have. And proudly i would say again, shuyee is nominated to be one of the working commitee of the Annual SMI Grand Award Dinner. kakaka, i've been begging mum day and night for giving me da opportunity to work there, and at last i got it!!! yea, i know, perhaps that's no one ever like me that loves to work so much. But that will definitely be a good and benifitial event for me. I'm glad i got it ;D..kakakakakakakakakaka!!!!

Me and bro was too bored, and so, we took many stupid pictures of food.

the appetizing appetizers

bread

mine

and i found...chocolate fountain!!!

fresh oysters

salmon

where's the light that shines on me?

2008-11-11T18:19:00.006+08:00

Sungai Wang and Times Square with Xixin the apple today. =)

This hols must be a reli cool hols, because boss's dughter called up, and----i'm having a job again this weekend! haha, dam happy wei, i'll have more money to shop now. xD

Somehow i feel that working is not all of money, but its the experience you gain, working as an exhibitor will let you stand a chance to see all types of people, the way they talk, they act...its like an early preparation to let me see this world properly, before getting off to the mean and busy world outside. yes! so i'll be a professional-exhibitor of the country's-largest-and-most- grand-Home-Decore-Fair's-exhibitor! =) =) i know i sound desperate. >.<

er...fat-faced, dear Xixin, there're still a lot for you to improve in your technique of taking pictures..

2008-11-10T23:19:00.002+08:00

Phewww!! at last i'm done..i've been doing all day for my layout, and it turn out like shit..yeap, i'm a totally noob in these, harhar.
Well, at last exam ends today! YIPPIE!!!!!! yea, thanks lots to our most respected and adored THIEF that stole our class's chemistry TEST paper, making us needa RESIT the chemistry exam ALL OVER AGAIN. Never heard before right, it must hav been the joke of the year!
Exam has already ended, so what should i do now? I really have no idea, it has been a month for me holding books all around, sleeping dam late and wake up again to study, WTH life is this.
Seng! at last i've updated, i cleaned all the so call 'spider webs' you mean, haha.so dun blow me anymore la.
ok, i should stop writing as you can see i've been crapping all the way.
BYE.
>.<

Don't ask for a light load, but rather ask for a strong back.
i know, I can.

2008-10-05T06:53:00.001+08:00

kakaka...unbelievable, shuyee is still alive now!
kay, it's my time to sleep, nitez... >.<

2008-10-05T03:43:00.005+08:00

exam's around de corner, won't be able to blog for some time..
but the worst thing is i can't even focus to study, urgh...chill chill, i need to work hard...i wanna stay in teratai!
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btw shanghai bund is really nice! huang xiao ming rocks! >.<>

reminder for myself:::
tanshuyee! kambateehhhhh!!
goodluck to everyone too ^^

2008-09-21T02:39:00.002+08:00

i gained weight lately, i need to slim down.
arghhhh...i wanna SLIM DOWN!

2008-09-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

=.=
dun be so perasan can or not, read properly, I AM NOT TALKING BOUT YOU! eesh.

2008-09-19T23:17:00.006+08:00

perhaps it had already ended.
WTH are u trying to be emo? or to show how pity you are in your current life?
you deserve it.
Everytime when i recall of bout you, sadness for sure take over me, perhaps, not sadness, but the disappointment towards a friend that i prized a lot.
.

>i teasured the moment when we went out together, going to boutiques, or restaurants .
>i cherished the time when we shared everything of us together, family stuff, WORK stuff, or even our deeper feelings.
>i remember the cunning face of you whenever you hug me..'aww...shu' that's what you always said.
>i adored the memories we had together, when we brought each other to many places.
>i favoured the breakfast we had together.
>and the arguements we had, but at the end, everything went fine, because we know, we love each other very much.
>and the jealousy you had, however, u didn't hurt me.
>the pat on my head
>the joy and laughter we had together.
>and the unfading voices saying that we look like sisters, not our external look, but the way we talk, and, act.

that's not all of cuz, memory we shared are to be said, uncountable.
.
-:"how lucky you are."
yes, i am, for havin you with me. i was naive, i know, but as time passes, i realized, and i changed. i loved you, a lot.
remember the letter i wrote for you before you leave, it was written with tears, during the midnight, 4 a.m/ i remember.
.

And, you left;
.

down, i was, when you weren't here.
i started a brand new life, stood up, with all the energy i had.
everthing was fine, i missed u.
.
but what i got back was the word B you scolded, you thought it was normal for you, because you're lonely,you need to release, so we're deserve to be called B, for you to release, and you're expected to be forgiven.

-:"what's the big idea? it's only the word B."
i could accept anyone calling me this, and i won't care, but the person was you, you! you never know how hurt i was hearing that, i couldn't even believe my own ears when they told me that, and we were still discussing before that whether when to visit you and give you a surprise, it is because we miss you, and in return, we got a name,B'es.you're expected to be forgiven, everyone can forgive you, but do you know how hard was it for me to let go?
you were the one that was so desperate to leave, and for your own good, i let you go, without regrets. but why things seemed that it was us that left you alone there and we went to enjoy our heaven life? we're just breathing like normal, and we were accused giving excuses.like you care.
-emo- haunted me day and night.
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message:do not show off,look at yourself and recall what you did, what you said, until why had everyone here treat you so.
.
though,i am lucky again, to hav the angels around me, pulling me up,bringing me to a happier side.
thanks, my angels, there're too many of you al, all of you are really beautiful.
luv you guys lots ^^
ms sharon shao ann, i ok de, no problem, yala, when i'm feelin frustrated will disturb u until you fan si ok?

dear bestfriend,

hurting you is not my intention, nor showing off towards you, these are just words hidden in my heart, for a long long time, and i really do need to tell you how i feel, and these shall never be mentioned anymore. i'm really happy that you're having a great life now, (hope its like what i see),may you be well and happy, always. LOVE YOU, forever. take care, the great one~

I appreciate what you did, really. =)

2008-09-17T11:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Birhday WXY!!!
09/09/08 (nice number huh)
potluck at my house to celebrate the two cute babies 16th birthday, hope xinyi likes the big big doggie we bought for her n qian qian loves the hello kitty tupperware...
michele's bake pasta was fabulously good, so do xinyi's bake potato n nee's bbq meat, all da food are of quite high standard.
no one was left out, tats the main point.

yea..i know, da pic is a bit scary.

my BFF, promised to eat best n delicious forr together, forever!
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in the evening, shao ann, karmun, jenn and i went for movie--money not enough 2..quite touching haha XD, almost whole cinema crying, except dear jenn.

2008-09-15T19:40:00.012+08:00

Jolin turn 28th today!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

JOLIN TSAI.
All the best, my beloved idol.
7th year supporthing you, luv ya forever :-D

P/S:thanks to joseph for reminding me.

2008-09-14T11:14:00.004+08:00

At very random, i'm bored.

love hurts, you get nothing but tears. and at the end, family and friends will be the only one with you.

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

2008-09-13T00:18:00.003+08:00

dear fung,
i'm fine here, it's been almost a year that you left to australia. perhaps things will be better if you did not leave, at least you'll be here with me to face all these...lols...since u left, no bustard will bring me to yamcha at mamak at night d..life is so miserable without your presence, and now i realise how important you are. awaits to c you soon! k, i know u wanna hear it, i miss you TOO!
take care, hearts.

2008-09-12T17:28:00.006+08:00

just finish watching the tvb HK series-The seventh day. hmm...quite sad, infact, very.

Casted by Kevin Cheng and Niki Chow they presented so lovin in the show they casted and it didn't seems tat they're acting.hahas.however, the ending was sad though, the main actress died b'cos of cancer, but their love still continues on. i know it may be kind of not-realistic thinking bout relaitionship shown in series as many said that they won't exist in real life. but if i hav a chance, i would really want it.

有时候命运是很奇妙的，你以为要碰灰的时候呢，老天就会给你一个惊喜。　　人生啊就好像跷跷板，你掉到最低的时候，就是你反弹高升的时候。　　当你要升起的时候，就会忘记之前的失落，可是你对面的人，当一个升高的时候，另外一个就要从高处滑下来，两个人的命运就是这样交替着，人生就是这样起起落落的。

分开是为了等待重逢，经历过考验的爱情才能牢固，才是真爱的开始。

在你被雨水打到全身湿透的时候，你一定没有想到，乌云上有一个耀眼的太阳，正等待着你。黑夜的每个角落，都充斥着他的身影，弥漫着他的气味，残留着他的笑声……虽然失去了，至少拥有，和他一起笑着走过的一段路……

上帝创造天地万物，做了七天的时间，他将最美丽的事物都放在世人的面前，所以人生在世，无论经历过什么，只要你懂得珍惜，一切都可以是最美好的。

the words that inspired me a lot, now i understand, LIFE.

2008-09-09T16:53:00.008+08:00

last sat, i attended Boon Lee's sixteenth b'day party. Theme for the party this time: masqurette, clothes: formal. i was like oh me god, cos i don't really hav formal clothes, however, i wore a dress an black. then, we're actually supposed to customize our mask boon lee gave us before the party...er okay, wat i decorated proves tat how much i'm lack of creativity cells.

btw, went early there to help out in deco..

quite fun there, thanks to michele for the games and party plan, she really put in a lot of effort.

Ee lyn lost her handphone when we just finished playing our second game, things got serious when we 'ransacked' da whole house but still cant find it, and there were no sound when we called her phone. --worried--

then after tat, Heng lin lost his phone too, but this time hehe, is zheng hong they all tat took the phone la, when the party almost ended, wan hong managed to find the handphone underneath the sofa, then happy ending lo. at bout 11.30 pm, me and mich left, (daddy came and fetch us) then in the car i suddenly recall bout my phone pulak, oh shit...and i cant find it im my bag..then dad drove me back to bl's house immediately to look for my phone.i ran into Boon lee's house and was like shouting, do u all saw my phone? de white one le...then everyone was like laughing, including me, wat a day to lost hand phone.then ee lyn they all helped me 2 call my phone to check where is it, then mich got down from da car,taking my phone,rupa-rupanya the phone is in my another bag in da car.then i left, how embarrasing this is..wakaka

boon lee

loving family

the-mask

Alwin came in at very ramdom

zheng hong

three pretty gals~

vikie n me

alwin

Ee lyn tat lost and found, her phone.

2008-09-08T20:23:00.002+08:00

life rocks lately, but sucks too...
please, you can disturb me all the time, but no...no...NO NO NO NO!!! messages and phone calls in midnight k...who do you think i am?!!! i'm not your god tat can settle all your problems, wat you got today is wat you did to 'someone' last time...you got it back, you deserve it.

2008-09-01T00:56:00.012+08:00

ann:"hey,when are you guys free this weekend? we'll hav to meet up and do our history presentation thingie."

.
mich"hmm,this weekend ah...ok la,who's house 2 go?"

ann:"sy's house la"

me:"not a problem for me =D"

nee:"ok ok...i haven been 2 your hse b4.."

mich:"ok! good,then i'll make potato salad for you guys!"

nee:"yay!!! at last,i've been waiting it for decades!"

and there goes...

in da kitchen, i helped out chef michele:

5 potatoes being scrub-ed, then boiled, plus 5 eggs, when the potatoes are soft enough, peel its 'skin' and mash it,and mash the egg together.then add butter, then mayonese, then some salt and pepper.

TADA...okay, it may look a bit awful, but it tasted fabulously great! (though it's quite fattening)

however, we end up spendin our day watching some reality show in com, n cookin, and cam-whoring, things wasn't finished...hehe.

Pei nee,happy of what she wrote...finally,one page is done. >.<

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a picture i took in corliss's b'day party, when the disco ball lighthens. lucky for me to capture this, but i seriously dunno who's the person in th shadow...because there weren'n anyone beside me.

and the day ends so~

it's me =D

2008-08-29T22:55:00.004+08:00

four days before this, was an emo day for me, everything seems to go wrong. yeap, i cried for the whole night...whole night...nothing serious happened, but its just tat too many things, kept in heart, and it suddenly burst out. this is the first time of this year, for me crying soo much, luckily my eyes weren't bengkak in school on the next day, or not...malunya~

>this place, i'm trying so hard to improve it, and no one is giving a dammmmm about it. fine, i do it myself, whatever! my life is so meaningless...so dull.

>yeap...i'm a stupid, trying so hard to achieve something but i cant.

>i regreted being a blue, infact, i hate being one of them. perhaps i'm useless, yes i am... sometimes i really feel whether do i belong there, why am i there? i'm happy we call a family,but i dunno why,things weren't tat smooth as i hope it to be so. because of that, i dont deserve to hav a normal-student's0-life. ok, never mind, but why i dont feel myself enjoying there, how much i hope tat life can start all over again, at least, i can make my decision once again, without regrets. it's just leaving deeper and deeper wounds in me, making tears flowin non-stop...i really don't know wat to do. why am i so unhappy? though, blues hav to wear a mask,just whenever they're in blue, to hide their true feelings,to get things right, and no one will appreciate you. sad ryte?

-ok end of this, i dun wanna get my clothes wet as well-

luckily i still hav my friends beside me, love lots, thanks.

o ya, some tips here, try not to lye down when you cry, you'll get your nose blocked, that bothered me for da whole nite. >.<

2008-08-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

went Neway Karaoke 2Day, we actually booked the room for 3 pm for 8 person and we waited there for 20 minutes only we get to go into our room, the service there is DAMMM bad,the manager is fat,useless and brainless! food also ok ok oni la. but the singing was good, , everyone screaming all around. It's the first time ever in my live listening Zhong singing, didn't knoe he loves singing soo much, kinda shocked,but it seems tat he enjoyed a lot. Din sang Jolin's song. =(

2008-08-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

Farm came this morning, and we went to tuition together. it had been quite some time, that we din't hav a chance to talk properly, heart to heart, face to FACE.

many things happened, since this year, for her, and me: moodswings, emo-ing in da class..sour faced everyday in skul..or eyes redddded. we went through a lot, many lessons gained, she stood up at last, she's back. the Farm i knew when i was in form 1 is back, AT LAST. she's so much stronger, i know she can do it, because she's FARM. love her so much; everything is settled, mine, hers.

my phone rang this afternoon, the gals ajak'd me for lunch in ou...too bad can't go because i just had my Domino's...or we can gossip again, yes, infact, we luv doin tat.

Yu Xin--my HONEY a.k.a HUNNIE

2008-08-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

It's her day!!

yesterday,we celebrated YX's sixteen b'day in Seoul Garden, a korean bbq and steamboat buffet in OU. yeap+ EAT ALL YOU CAN. we enjoyed it, eventhough oil and soup were splashing around ;>

mango cake for her

now i know...cw screams when the oil splashes

prawn lovers

we luv eatin..ALL ALIKE

wat a lovin couple

2008-08-12T17:27:00.000+08:00

Yeap,BACK!! my first post here, after months, dear NEE NEE was askin bout it almost everyday and at last,i started my teenage diary today,and what's worst is that i'll be havin my biol and add math test tomorrow.Nothing much, http://comma-candies.blogspot.com/ comma-candies may soung lame,stupid,naive or whatever...but haha..i like it,coz its me...

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